Philophobia; the fear of being in love and falling in love. Now as I began writing this post, which I would then send to the guy I have a crush on; he tells me he misses his ex. I’m conflicted, I’m confused and most of all I feel alone. I want him to be happy and I will support him no matter the choices he makes but I can’t lie, I’m hurt. I may be shedding a few tears but I know I’ll be okay, I thought I had something and I lost it in a second, so now it’s time to move on.